Camera!!

Well, I finally got a camera. I ordered it online, so once I made the final decision, I had to wait 10 days for it to arrive. It arrived on Monday the 11th, so I've had it for 2 weeks now. I've still taken very few pictures. (I did manage to take one of myself and the camera though... see- it's pink!!)

I bought it because after my sister's bridal shower/bachelorette weekend I decided I was sick of saying to everyone who took a picture "OOO! Send that to me- I don't have a camera" and then never getting the pics from anyone. (or rarely). So then I had it for the wedding and I took pretty much no pictures. Who knows why? I guess it was kind of hard to be in a wedding and take good pictures.. plus I'm not used to having a camera. Hopefully I sharpen up my skills a little more.

When I get pics from other people of the wedding, I'll share those. It was a beautiful day!

being tired...

I've been pretty tired lately. I mean, there's nothing wrong with me, I just don't allow myself to sleep enough. It's a vicious cycle. I stay up too late wasting time (it's 12:20 right now- perfect example)..... then i can't get up in the morning and am late to work.... then I'm exhausted all day... then I either have 100 things after work and don't get home til late, or I come home and pass out on the couch.... .either way I'm wired by 10 pm and then I stay up too late again. Today it caught up with me in a different way.

I've been trying to exercise more and joined a gym. But I don't go every day because going to the gym takes so much time!!! My back has been bothering me too, so today I opted to come home and just do yoga. I was doing my classic Rodney Yee video and at the end there is the relaxation part and i was laying on my back, being aware of my back muscles (this is yoga for back health), and suddenly I looked up and the dvd was on it's menu. I'm pretty sure I fell asleep mid-yoga, and I'm pretty sure it was for at least 10 minutes. Oops!! Who fall asleep DURING YOGA? I mean- better than on the treadmill, but still. Clearly I need to sleep more. and not during my workouts. And I'm going to go do it now!!

Ode to my BFFS

You know, I think that you're lucky in life if you have a BEST FRIEND. I have been blessed with a few- and this year 2 of them are having their first children! Here's a little tribute to our friendship.

My first BFF to have a baby this year is Becky, who gave birth to bandit back at the end of March. Becky and I became fast friends during our New Staff training with the CCO and have never looked back. Through our days as friends, coworkers, and true supports at PSU, to being in her wedding, attending her many bridal and baby showers- and now she's a mom!!!! I met Jack (or Bandit) Easter weekend- and he was a good time!!!

here is (above) becky and I on summer vacation in 2003 I believe, and me, meeting Jack for the first time (below)

My other BFF to have a baby is Rachel. Rachel and I have been BFFs since 10th grade, and it has been a loooooooong road!!! Band, family stuff, summers apart, schools 5 hours away, starting our professional lives in different places... and now after 8 years we live in the same place and are finally sharing life together. We never WEREN'T bffs... it was just hard to be a part of everyday lives when we were geographically far. But now we're both in York and she's having her first baby. I just got back from a few hours at the hospital. She still has a long road ahead- but I am so excited to share this journey with her and to meet her little one!!! (boy or girl?? we took a poll in the hospital room tonight... boy ahead). We'll see!!!

since I don't have a current pic of me and rachel (as i have no working camera), here is a photo of us at her bachelorette weekend, and then back in HS when it all started.... well, this is more like 3 years after we'd been friends.... but none of the 15-17 year old pictures was I going to allow on the internet....

Spring Fever

Well, it's here. SPRING TIME!!! It's my favorite season. I love the green green grass and the blue blue sky. I have been long awaiting spring these past few weeks. I have felt like it was later in coming this year than in others. This year winter wasn't to severe- it just felt LOOOOOOOOOONG to me.

I am one of those people that memories are easily triggered by smells and sounds and feelings... and there is a certain feel of a day like today that remind me of those sweet days of spring in college. Those last few weeks of the semester when you could wear tank tops and sundresses to class, when the lawn outside the doors was covered in sunbathers, and when we got out the tube. I like to call this "tube weather." The tube was a giant cardboard tube that a friend gave me to yell through. He had one to cheer for a friend of ours who played on the softball team, and I thought it was so hilarious that he had his mom get me one from her work.

My friends Mary, Kristin, and I would put the tube out their dorm window (they were across the hall from me and faced main campus) and we would yell things at passers by. we thought we were hilarious. Some students agreed- others let us know they hated it. The opening line was always "Hello! I have a giant tube." It would then be followed by some kind of situation dependent hilarious phrase. (My favorite was the time I sang the entire marine hymn to a former marine friend). The best part was, unlike in the photo, we'd close the window and blinds to show only the tube. So, unless they knew who lived in the room- the folks we were yelling at had no idea who we were. I laughed harder that semester than most other times I can remember. It was great.

Just a little anecdote that I can't help but remember on a spring day like this one. I hope you're enjoying the spring weather as well, and that it brings up memories just as fond for you!!!

Picture Taking

This weekend I traveled to Philly to meet Jack Thomas Wainwright. It was a good time with him, and with his parents, my dear friends. It was nice to spend a chill Saturday with my friends and their new little one. I can't believe that my friends are having babies!! I've had friends with kids for a few years now- but this year it seems like all my closest friends are becoming mommies. It is fun to experience this with them. You may wonder what this has to do with the subject. Well, I'd love to post photos of cute Jack and fam, but my hand-me-down digital camera failed me on Saturday. I think I got 1 photo- but now the thing won't turn on for me to get it.

I've never had my own digital camera. I know- I'm WAY behind the times. I had a really nice advantax camera that I got for my HS Graduation. It died shortly before my college graduation, and so I got a new one. Digital cameras were just coming out then, and I wasn't ready to jump on board. But now, I still have that film camera, I never use it, and I never take pictures. And I love pictures. I realize part of the wonder of the digital camera is not everyone has to take a picture- just one person and then email it out. I am that person constantly emailing my friends to say "hey- can I have a copy of that pic- or those 50 pics from this weekend??" It's annoying.

So I have these very generous friends who have given me their digital camera rejects. I'm on my second one. They break theirs (they have 3 small kids- it's not hard to drop a camera in the midst of all that- say- at the boardwalk at the beach). Their said broken camera now works sporadically- not well enough for someone trying to catch the movements of 3 small children- and so they give them to me. These cameras have been nice to get my feet wet in the digital world- but I think that I am ready for my own!!! Especially after fighting with the one for the whole weekend.

This coming weekend is my sister's bridal shower and bachelorette party- and these are not memories I want to miss. So, I think that I am going to go out tomorrow afternoon and buy a new camera. Maybe it's a little hasty- but I think I'm going to do it.

ADVICE SOLICITATION: If you have any recommendations: I'd LOVE to take them!!! I'm looking to spend around $200. I think I want something small that will fit in my purse. Thanks :)

some randomness

In trying to keep up with the blog, I will share some random thoughts on things right now.

It's april 7, and though I didn't see them, I heard there were snow flurries today. I have spring fever!! It's time for dresses and flip flops!!! COME ON!!!

Last night was the BBall Nat. Championship, and I would like to gloat that I placed first in the 4 bracket groups of which I was a member. None of them involved betting money, which I now sorely regret. YEAH UNC!! I became a tar heels follower about 6 years ago, and really enjoy watching them. it's good times. esp when they win!

Idol was great tonight... still have my favs, but really liked anoop tonight too!!! (it was the UNC win.... he had to do great)

After staying up past 1 for the last 5 nights, today I came home from work and accidentally napped for 3 hours. Hoping to go to bed here pretty soon, but I feel like I just had a grande coffee....

Things I'm looking forward to: 4 day weekend from work!!! CANNOT WAIT! MUCH NEEDED BREAK!! And I'll be traveling to philly to meet Jack Thomas Wainwright! Then the next weeked: sister's bridal shower and bachelorette! it's all coming so quickly!!!

Things I'm not good at #2: Exercise

I am not good at exercise. I love how it feels (and looks, in theory) to be really fit. I hate getting there.

I have never been good at fitness. I always struggled to pass all those fitness tests in school, even in elementary school. I was always in the last 3 or 4 to cross the finish line for the 600 meter run (which was the elementary school required distance run- around the building twice!). I could NEVER do a pull up, I got negative numbers in the v-sit, and I was crossing the end of the mile at 12:00 in high school (you had to finish in 12 minutes to pass. and I did. barely).

I don't know why I'm so bad at it. I'm a thin person, and I'm fairly active. But I'm just not good at exercising. When I was a kid I took dance. I gave it up for a few years, and then did it again in college and post-college for a bit. LOVED IT. But running?? Forget about it. I stink!!!

I joined a gym last week. For the first time since June. My gym closed last june (you can read about it in the june archives), and I never joined a new one. The truth is I just don't like working out. I love yoga and pilates, but let's get real- I don't care what she says, Jennifer Aniston does more than just yoga. As much as i've done, I don't look any different.

So, I'm "training" for a 5k. I did my first one last spring, and am doing the same race again this year. I'm going to try to beat those 12 year olds in keds who beat me last year, but the odds are good. I huff, I puff, I get side cramps, my legs hurt, and then I give up and start walking. All those serious runners say "push through the pain, and you'll love it." well, I quit at the pain and I hate it. I ran tonight. Third time in a week. It was easier- but it wasn't easy. Why can't running just be easy and feel good and then you look great? Can someone explain that ot me?? WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT????

I'm going to keep trying, but ask me again in a year; I'm still going to not be good at exercise. And I'll probably have all new pants.

Lent Update & St. Patrick's Day

Well, we're about half way through lent and I thought I'd reflect a little bit on my progress. Not watching TV after 10:00 is difficult. It's so quiet in my house, and I've been extra busy and most nights am not getting home til just before 10 and then I don't get to watch any TV and I just sit quietly. I'm finding that many nights I'm too tired to read (which was supposed to be the alternative), and miss the mindlessness of watching something on the tube. I think I might have an addiction.



I have broken my commitment a few times- mostly for specific things (ie, i got home at 11 last Wednesday, but watched about 10 minutes worth so I could see who got kicked off of Idol). Last night I did put in a movie at 9:30 and watched it til I fell asleep. I had a KILLER migraine and I thought listening to a movie with my eyes covered was the only distraction I could come up with.



But, like I said, I'm not reading like I wanted to. I HATE how bad I've become at reading. I want to be a well-read person, someone who can talk with some intelligence on literature and books of the day... not just on American Id*l performances (though I'd love to talk to you about that too!). The stack just continues to grow... and I feel like I'm becoming less intelligent as time goes on. My excuse for the last few years was that I was in grad school and reading SOOO much for that that I couldn't read for personal use- but now I still can't do it. Embarrassing. I'll continue to work on this and let you know how it's going.



A side note: Today is St. Patrick's Day. I was at the office all by myself today, but wore green anyway. For my own enjoyment if nothing else (though the custodian noticed, which I appreciated). I'm trying to think: are there "holidays" from other countries other than this one that we celebrate so widely? I haven't come up with one (but let me know if you know of one!). And what is the point? An excuse to get drunk at 6am and stay drunk for 24 hours? (if you don't think that's what today is about- you have never lived in State College).



Anyway, I was already thinking of this, until I read Abbie Smith's blog. She's a writer, and the speaker whom I saw @ jubilee and wrote about previously. Thanks Abbie for sharing this wee bit o' history about St. Patrick.

Jubilee thoughts

This past weekend was the Jubilee conference in Pittsburgh. The CCO puts it on, and I've been there every year since 2000. It's pretty much always a good time. There are always good speakers, and it's always a wonderful time to catch up with old CCO friends (I think I have previously mentioned this). There were a lot of the talks I heard that stuck with me, I have several notebook pages full, but the one that I enjoyed the most was on singleness by a young woman named Abbie Smith. Abbie has a book out on "keeping your faith in college" (which I have not read, but have on my bookshelf) that she wrote shortly after her college experience. She is in her mid-twenties and is currently working on a book on singleness and the Christian community. While the talks are geared towards college students, I really got a lot out of it. It was like she was speaking to me. I'm not going to write her whole talk out here... but hit some of the points.

The word that she felt that God was laying on her heart was "partial." She talked about as singles we are often made to feel that we are partial people (by society and the church) and how the church kinds of puts us in this "partial place." I definitely agree with this. I love my church family, and am really involved there, but I think sometimes people don't know what to do with me. I'm not a college student anymore, but I'm not married or have a family. we have a young adult group with a few singles, but mostly marrieds and I sometimes just feel like the unit that doesn't fit in. I know that no one means any harm in this, but it still happens. We (the singles) are often seen as the ones who can put in the extra hours, or volunteer in many areas of ministry because we have the time. And maybe that is true, but it can become unfair.

Abbie talked about how God calls us to be and wants us to be whole people, not partial people. And he wants us to treat everyone like wholes, not partials. This is true, and I, as a single, need to be quick to remember that in the way I treat people too, and not just a reason to get defensive at others.

She talked about how the church seems to want to focus its teachings on marriage. This was particularly interesting to me as my church is just coming off of a marriage series. It is good for the church to address marriage, but not only marriage. God created us to be complete in him, not just in a spouse. While I as a single think that it is still important to learn about relationships and marriage, as I still hope for that someday for myself, it is important to teach me that that is NOT where my completeness is found, and it's not the only good thing available to us through God. I really felt that was lacking in the series that I just heard, and it left me feeling a little hurt.

There was so much more that she talked about, but while I happily listened to her for an hour and a half, you do not need to read it all. But I just wanted to get a few thoughts out there. I'd love to continue this conversation....

Lent

It's that time of year again. I seem to always get more reflective around Lent than I do at the New Year. Last year for Lent I gave up the E! Channel. I don't even remember that I did that, except that I just looked up the blog I wrote about it last year. Really made an impact I guess.... this year I have decided to give up watching television after 10:00 pm. To many this may not seem like a sacrifice, but it is. As I mentioned before, if you've read my blog, you know I like television. And I do. But I also use it as a crutch. today is Thursday, yesterday was Ash Wednesday, and it's already difficult. I miss it. There really aren't any shows that I regularly watch after 10 pm, but without the television on it's so quiet. I was just packing for a weekend away (with becky and tim!) and it felt empty without my television. I turned on music, but I realized that having the tv there is like having a friend to talk to. it's something to interact with.

Most days I don't mind being single. In fact, in many ways I really enjoy it. I've gotten used to my time being my own. But after 10 pm is when it bugs me. Life is just so quiet, and I like having someone to chat with. I've also learned that after 10 is when married people go to bed, and so all i really have is the E! channel. They are my late night friends. (you know, Chelsea and Ryan)

Now, the point of Lent is to prepare for the Easter season. We give something up to remind us of the sacrifice that Christ made for us, and how little our sacrifice is in comparison. So, what am I going to do when it's after 10 and I feel lonely and I'm not turning on my tv?? Well, currently blog, but I also really want to spend that time reading. Reading scripture and reading books that point me towards the truth in the world. We shall see how it goes.

On a quick side note about Lent, last night a group of friends and I went to a bar downtown for Wednesday night trivia (we got 2nd place, which is not the point- but is exciting). We usually go after our small group (well, i've gone twice) but last night we didn't have small group because of Ash Wednesday service. So, we went with our Ashes on. Which I was torn about doing, because I didn't want to seem like I was showing off "EVERYONE LOOK AT ME... I'M RELIGIOUS" but we went. We got a few stares (one girl said- i think there is a guy checking you girls out.... oh no, he's staring at the mark on your face), and the host of trivia came up to us to ask what we were giving up. It was an interesting conversation. Nothing earth shattering, but that was the first time a stranger has ever struck up a conversation with me based on a "religious" marking on my face. She's giving up sugar, btw.

good friends

February is slipping quickly by (but I'm not complaining- I would be fine if January and February slipped right off the calendar), and I haven't posted a thing. This is not for a lack of things going on in my life- but quite the contrary. I have had some kind of work or ministry meeting pretty much every night for the last 2 1/2 weeks. It gets hard to do much of anything. I'm neglecting the blog, my email, and even facebook (gasp). But, better busy than nothing to do!!

One thing though, that I have made some time for is good friends. In the midst of the busy-ness I have been able to squeeze in some visits with friends I haven't seen in a long time. Last weekend was Jubilee (post on that coming soon) and while there were great speakers and seminars and good times with students, it was also a great opportunity to reconnect with a few old CCO friends. I forget how much I miss these folks until I get to see them. The highlight was a walk around the conference center with not-quite-so newlywed Erica (whom I haven't seen since her wedding), and a (too brief) breakfast with come of the girls I came on staff with. Celia, Jamie, Becky, (Tim!), and Erica (who didn't join with us, but we added her in). It's never enough time with those women!

Last week was busy as well, but the highlight was a sushi lunch with Christy (Phyllis). It was wonderful to catch up with her. First she was a student, then a CCO coworker, and now a fellow Yorkian (She's also a York native). Her family owns an ice company, and we had a fascinating conversation about ice... it was truly enlightening.

Then this past weekend, after spending most of Saturday to myself, I went down to see my HS bff Rachel's new place and hang out. We watched a movie and ordered take out. Super fun!!! Then Sunday, I headed to Bel Air to meet midway with Becky and Bryanne. I lived with these girls for only 1 year (less for Becky who got married!) but we had a great year. All three of us had really flexible schedules, and we'd sit around the table nearly every morning over coffee before heading to work (or, staying in the house to work as we often did), and spent many nights standing in the upstairs hallway chatting. It was great!! I miss the schedule of life from those days, but I also miss those women. We were just 3 single gals, now Becky is due with baby #1 in just 5-6 weeks, and Bryanne is getting married this summer! It was wonderful to catch up.

After lunch and ice cream (becky's pregnancy craving), I went directly to dinner at MaGerks, a great downtown Bel Air restaurant with my sister and her friends, who have become my friends. It was a great time.

Tonight I am having dinner with a former coworker, and am REALLY looking forward to that... after that... I think I'm back to the mundane of life. There are still a few long lost buddies I've been hoping to reconnect with... if you read this- CALL ME!!!

Trip to DC

Yesterday I went to Washington, D.C. For the inauguration. Before you judge me (as many have done), let me tell you about my trip. I feel like I've gotten really concise about talking about it, as I told lots of people about the day at work today, but I think there was more than just the story of our trip.

The basic highlights: we arrived (via MARC train from Brunswick, MD) in Union Station at about 8:45. We were greeted in the station by officers with automatic weapons- something I have never seen before... We ventured into the day light, and after several attempts, headed around to the south side of the mall to get to our places (between the Washington Monument and the Lincoln Memorial) just about in time for the ceremony to start. After watching it on the big screen, we started back, going northwest around the White House (to avoid the parade route b/c you could not cross it), and got back to the station to wait an hour to get our train (which left at 4). And it was cold- I had on 4 layers and I bought a new down coat just for the day. But- I wasn't uncomfortable all day. We felt good. And it was crowded, but tolerable. Here is a photo of a street we started to walk up- but quickly turned around.

BUT- It was worth it. There was something about the day- the energy there- that I cannot really describe. Despite the madness- for the most part people were kind to one another. They were just so excited. And people were excited for different reasons- some despised our former president, some just want change, some were marveling in the historic moment of the day. But, I can honestly say that it was special to watch the ceremony- even from the distance that we were (we were very close to a jumbotron though)- with that crowd of people. I could just feel the historicness (is that a word) and the energy. And then walking back- just crowds of us walking through the center of the city streets- it was neat.

I am not certain that I will ever need to go to an inauguration again (but never say never), but I can say that it was worth it. It was a good day, a good adventure, and a great moment in history.

and we saw Dan Rather on the street AND got free Starbucks. that in itself is a successful day....

So what's the deal with.... blogs?

I'm going to take a brief caveat from my (currently short) series of blogs "things I'm not good at, #___" (there will be more) to do some reflecting on the idea of blogging. I was in the shower this evening, thinking about my blog and how I should probably write something in it again soon, and wondering which of the "things I'm not good at...." I should focus on this evening, when I got to thinking about my blog in general. And then i got to thinking that I'm not all together pleased with it. I mean, what is the point....

I started this blog as kind of a challenge from a friend. To prove to the world that there are things that single, non-parent people can write about. But I'm not sure that there are. I think about the blogs I read (some friends, some strangers) and they are parents or grandparents writing about the kids in their lives, people writing about family members with illness, missionaries, political activists, great writers or preachers. But what do I have going on? The ramblings of a single gal with nothing much more going on in her life than (what she feels is) good television. Is there really much more of me that the world needs to know about? I am not sure.

All this to say, I am not abandoning the blog just yet... but I'm just feeling a little more self centered than I'd like to be. I feel like through this blog that I (and maybe this is just the point of blogging) believe that my life is so important that the world must know. And I don't really believe that.

In the mean time, I'm going to keep thinking about those things that I'm not good at to share with the world.... I know you're waiting....

Things I'm not good at #1: Reading

So, in an effort to not make resolutions, but to constantly be improving upon myself, I think I might start compiling a list of things that I'm not good at (but that I want to improve) (and I know ending that phrase with "at" is improper, but it fits my motif). So, tonight i'm thinking specifically how I'm not good at reading, having just returned from a spontaneous trip to Borders. Some friends were going and I tagged along, hoping to pick up some new cds, but they didn't have any of the ones that I am looking for (as no stores in York county do), and so I was drawn to the sale table. It was buy 1 get 1 half off, and so I was suckered into 4. Two are new that i have wanted to read, and two are books that I have read, and that I loved, but thought if I bought them for myself I could gain some reading momentum anytime I wanted (the theory behind "reading momentum" is that you read a few easy-to-read, fun-filled books, and then once you're in the habit of reading easily and quickly- you can tackle some more challenging (ie: non-fiction) and get through those). I think it's a marvelous theory, and one that I desperately need.

As any blog reader of mine might notice, I like to watch TV. And I try to watch it selectively and with judgment, but I still watch more than I should. I never read. I have a hard enough time keeping up with my magazines, let alone books. I currently have a stack of books on my bed side table of 8 books. 3 are borrowed, 2 were gifts, and 3 I bought and just can't get through. 3 I have started and have book marks in them somewhere in the front half. It's pathetic. I want to be a well read person, but it's just so hard for me.

There are a lot of changes that I'd like to make in my life in 2009 (most I wanted to make in 2008, but we're just going to have to adjust), and reading more is one of them. So, tonight, in an effort to do that... I'm not going to turn on my tv, I will turn on my reading lamp, and see if I can get through a few more pages of the 8 on my stack. Make that 12, because I just bought 4...

We'll see how this goes.

fun like a kid

Sometimes I have a hard time thinking about what to write in my blog. I enjoy reading other people's blogs, but it seems like they all either have more fascinating lives than I do, or the things I think of to write about will likely incriminate or offend someone I am close to, or my friends have kids- and I don't. It seems that the world wants to read about (or at least write about) babies- and I just don't have them right now (which is okay by me).

However, this afternoon I was trolling around on some blogs I read (and read so much more regularly- who loves google reader?!?!), and i found a picture of a friend's child in a large box on Christmas. And as I looked at it I thought, "oh kids- how they love sitting in large boxes, so entertained" and then I laughed to myself because I did just that with a package I got just a week ago.

I had asked for a jewelry armoire for Christmas (which is more or less an un-necessary piece of furniture, but one I wanted anyway AND btw, i filled it), and my mom told me that she'd get me one, but that I should probably just pick it out myself. So, she scoped out the fliers and gave me some tips, and 2 Wednesdays ago I took myself to the mall and bought one (and got it loaded into my car by a woman who had to have played for the wnba). That night Dallas carried it up the 2 flights of stairs to my room and I unpacked it- leaving me with a very large cardboard box in my bedroom. And I did what any other 28 year old would do.... I yelled to my sister to come in and sit in it with me, and Dallas took our picture.

We may not be as cute as a 1 year old (thanks Rachel, for the inspiration), but it was pretty fun.

I carried the box down to the garage within a day or two, and just last night broke it down and put it out for the recycling... it was sad to see it go...

Christmas time is here (and passed)

I have been quite the delinquent blogger. Chalk it up to lack of motivation combined with lack of time. It's not that nothing has been happening in my life, just nothing that I feel the need to spread to the world. I need some more excitement, maybe....

One thing that has been fun though, is the Christmas season and all the fun that comes with it. This year my sister and I put up 3 trees. Now, I realize that that may seem a bit excessive- and it probably is- but it was fun! We wanted to get a live tree, but were having a difficult time deciding where to put it because our house has such wonderful locations. But then in November at my church's rummage sale there were numerous artificial trees brought in for the sale- and I snagged 2 of them- for $5 a piece!!! Couldn't resist. I think our house is looking quite festive these days.... I will be sad to take them all down.

artificial tree #1- theme: Colored Ornaments

artificial tree #2- theme: ornaments from our childhood

the live tree: theme: white and silver
(I couldn't get it to take a very in-focus picture, so the close up is a little better)

Snow!

Well folks, it's snowing. And I don't mean a random flurry. It is snowing like CRAZY out there right now. I love snow! It just makes me feel all warm and cozy inside and feel like it's really winter (even though it is not). I mean, if it's going to be 30 degrees, it might as well be snowing. I HATE the cold- but I LOVE the snow!!

I took a few pictures from my window to show you what it's like. I think it's pretty unusual to get this kind of snow this early. We rarely have snow even in December here, and I don't remember a time that it snowed before Thanksgiving (though I'm sure that there is one). This is in stark contrast to when I lived in State College. My first year there we got snow in October (the poor kids had to trick-or-treat in it) and we really didn't see the grass until mid March. That was rough. It snowed (even if only a flurry) EVERY day there that year. I self-diagnosed myself with Seasonal Affective Disorder. It was depressing to see gray snow and gray skies every day.

But, then I moved back to York and I remembered how little snow we actually get here. I really grew to miss the snowy life that State College had given me. There's just something fun about being in on the couch with a blanket (or fireplace, if you have one, which I do not) looking out the window at a winter wonderland. Like I said before, it makes the cold worthwhile. I still don't really like snow sports or playing in the snow- I just like to look at it... and hope for a snow day from work.

I'm sure this won't last, it's supposed to be sunny again tomorrow, but I will enjoy it while it lasts!

more sports

I feel that I have spent most of the last 2 weeks watching sports. I last mentioned that I was spending my time cheering for the Red Sox. Unfortunately, they didn't make it. BUT- That just means that now I can focus all my baseball energy onto the Phillies. I've never really been a Phillies fan- but I live in PA- and lived in Phila for a brief stint (though it was more during Eagles season), so, I will cheer for them. Besides- though I considered it, there is just something that doesn't sit right with me about cheering for Tampa Bay. I think it's what I mentioned earlier- that for the last 10 years I counted on TB to be worse than the Orioles- and now the Orioles are the worst. Oh well.

So, since last week I've been staying up late to watch these baseball games. It's been really exciting. Last night I was all into the game- but just kind of waiting for them to call it off, and when they did, I hadn't even realized it was after 11:00! I guess it's a good thing they called it when they did- who knows how long I would have been up. And, I am paying for it now.

While I'm mentioning sports- I can hardly neglect Penn State. What a season!! It's been really fun to watch- but I can't help but miss living up there... this would be a fun time in that town. When they're winning it just changes the whole culture up there. Now, we could have a long discussion about what that means about our culture, but I'll let that go. We'll just say for now: Go State!

baseball time!!

As Fox says, "there's only one October," and they are right. I've always been a baseball fan. I wasn't exposed to much sports watching as a child (growing up in a house with just a mom and a sister, our tv time was spent with Nickelodeon, Anne of green gables, and musicals). But, when I was with my dad, or my uncle, we'd sometimes watch baseball. Now, I live in Orioles territory, and I can say that in my high school days I was a pretty well-informed O's fan. I watched as many games as I could, and even in college I would print the season schedule up each March, watch opening day diligently, and go to as many games as I could (which translated into about 1 a year- but still- it was a tradition!).

But when I moved to State College just after college, it became harder to keep up. I no longer lived in a 60 mi radius of Baltimore, and was relegated to watching mostly Pittsburgh sports. I never got into the Pirates, but in my time in SC I became a fan of another time- the Boston Red Sox. Now- I realize that it seems a stretch to go from O's to Sox- but let's be honest- the O's were becoming hard to follow. Each year seemed to bring a new manager and an entirely new roster- and considering I'd never see a game on TV- it became a challenge. But the Sox have a nation-wide fan base and were always on TV. Plus, I was dating a long time Sox fan- and so a new one was born.

I watched most of the aired games during the 2004 season and fell in love with those boys and their story. What a year to be a fan!! I was hooked! And have remained invested in them ever since.

I stayed up late last night to watch the game. More out of pity than anything else. This wasn't the team from 2004- there was no way they could stage a comeback. But last night's game was thrilling! Now- I respect Tampa Bay and if they make it, I can appreciate the incredible run that the team has gone on... but I had always felt that the one thing I could count on in baseball was that "at least the O's weren't in last place- b/c TB was..." So it's hard for me to cheer them to the end.

I barely watched any baseball this whole year- and I haven't made it to a game in 2 years now- but there's just something about October....

TV Update

As I've mentioned before, I like to watch TV. Now, I used to be the kind of person that would just plop down and watch whatever I could find. I'm trying to be better about that. I think that it's important for us to be intentional with our time- all the time. For example, the other night I came home and was doing some stuff in my room. It was quiet. I turned on the tv and was just flipping around (which I have to do literally on the tv b/c the channel up/down button doesn't work on my remote). But then I thought to myself- this is stupid- there isn't anything I want to watch, and I don't need the TV on just for the sake of having it on. So I turned it off. But- that doesn't mean I don't watch TV- I'm just trying not to watch random TV. But I do have my shows. And- now I have DVR- which makes my shows even more enjoyable.
I love having my shows- but I hate having to revolve my life around them. There's nothing that says "i'm a big loser" more than being out with friends for something social and saying "I gotta go- there's a TV show coming on..." So, I just tell my DVR to record the whole series, and there it is- ready for me at any moment. It's grand!!
I've also found- the more that I've been enjoying TV shows- the less that I'm enjoying movies. Sure- movies have their time and place for me- but there are just a few things about television that I've been enjoying even more. For example- most of the shows I watch are an hour- which is only 40 minutes of actual show time- which means they're over more quickly than a movie. and- movies seem to always leave me wanting more. I love the long story arcs that TV can do. Now, granted some of these story arcs get drug out more than they need to (can we say Derek and Meredith), but some of them (like "the pattern" on fringe) just leave you ready for the next installment. I love it.
But sometimes it is time to say goodbye. This year marks the final season for Boston Legal. Which is a great show. That David E Kelly- he writes some funny stuff... But I think that I am ready for it. First of all- to have one less show on my dvr plate- but also, the show has served us well during its tenure- and it's best to go out while you're still doing good stuff- rather than to run slowly into the ground. I look forward to the next 10 episodes to see what happens to ol' Denny Crane, Alan Shore, and co.